Myweather

My original intention was to type this in Chinese, but I decided I would probably just employ a mix of both.
Okay, so I went for mfa internship interview today.
Thought I would set myself apart from all those who want to go UK US so I said I hope to study in China with bsp exposure as a nice gauge (should be bridge zz). THEN the dhs had to say she was from bsp too. Damn. Okay, but nth wrong with saying that haha. I guess differentiation failed, ended up having a similar background.
Anyway, they asked questions like which foreign devt we found most relevant and would affect us, blah blah.. well and many more mfa type qns. but I guess my answers suck. hope I wont ever see them again in my life LOL. yes, I do understand that means no internship. oh wells, somehow, knowing that I was shortlisted (unlike some zai ppl I know), was kind of comforting :P
So anyway, I realise I have been quite 胸无大志. gotta say sorry to my beloved tchrs who thought to much of me.. I guess it just isn't me to become someone big? maybe make small contributions in my own ways, but probably not the top. I don't feel comfortable. In fact I feel quite uncomfortable. Love talking brainless stuff to two of my closest friends hahaha.
was wondering what I can do in the future. like no employment prospects leh. lol. I really like the idea of opening a book café at somewhere w loads of warm sunlight? sg is actually quite a good place for this haha. or Taiwan. I really want to go Taiwan!! gosh. but anyway I guess opening a café isn't really possible. but I just want to find a break/hols job to learn pao4 coffee and latte art :D it's sth I really want :)
Hm so anyway, I really need to work hard. 9 days left to 1 Nov and so I really shouldn't be here, but felt like I needed to write sth. or type, so to speak. was way sadder just now and so had stuff to write, but then.. talking to two of my lovelys have cheered me up quite a bit, so.. nth much to write now. I'm sorry ): haha.

Anyway, there was grad day on 18 Oct. while writing all the thank you letters, while writing ms teo's, mdm tia's and mdm lw's I cried T^T just felt fortunate to have walked the path I walked. even tho it was full of ups and downs. and even tho eventually my dream of 17 of us closely knitted tgt, at least I still have 1+1 haha.

Feel a bit 可惜 tho, that my jc class was not as fun as I thought it would be. actually quite fun, but we aren't closely knitted. and so it's really quite a 遗憾.
yup, hope we can have a chalet after prom or sth that's really fun ^^

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OMG I HAVE TO SAY THIS. RM CAME AND I MANAGED TO GO TO JP BUT THEN.. COULDNT SEE COZ TOO MANY PPL T_T

THIS IS ONE OF THE RARE TIMES I WISH I WERE TALLER OMG.

IS THERE A JOB WHERE I CAN WATCH DRAMAS (WRITE REVIEWS AS A LIVING MAYBE) AND SEE THESE STARS t^t

LOL, feel like im becoming more brainless recently.. oops.

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Hm, less than 2 weeks to As. Gotta work hard! No pixnet which I have quit for some time alr.. saw 84 notifications just now LOL. and youtube ): well cant really quit fb but not gonna check newsfeed, just check gp page. byebye :) and hope I bring you some good news on the 28th of Nov when it's officially freedom :)